Thursday, April 29, 2010

Im tired...

Im tired of everything...
I duno WHY...
All matters seems like Im de one tat needed to be blame...
( This is wat I feel only, not said by ppl or wat. So, no gossip.)

Already suffer from family problem...
WHY there are problems keep occuring?
Is hard to maintain and improve "this"...
I duno why la...
I just was a normal person...
Writing a blog also is just a place where i release my stress, anger, and sadness...
AFTER I finish wrote, everything will be fine...
I not the one tat will action like wat I wrote...
But seem like my blog make many ppl unhapi...
I think I should make it private...

Haiz...
Frenz... dun think too much of me...
Im just normal as usual...

Human being...
Really isn't what we can see on surface huh?
Mayb what we see also is a mistake?
Or it isn't keep constant as we thought?
Life is a MANIPULATE response...

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I HATE my family life...
No EQUITY Theory in my life...
Im alway in sole proprietorship whenever I am...
If this is my FATE? Just let it be...
I hate to meet with problems...
What problems I also could solve BUT not family problem...
Family problem is a CONSTANT tat never change!
Hope tat THEY can just left me alone!
HOPE that they can SHUT UP & FUCK OFF!

Im goin to create my life and modify it!
THIS IS MY LIFE!
NO one can ruin it!



p/s: What I had wrote is just releasing my anger. Do not make serious of it.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Yeah~! Holidays...

Its sem break again... Zzz...
Everytime de sem break I also sien de...
Tis time will be quite ok ba...
Cuz I hav new online game to pia liao... (>.<)
Hehe...
Named: Dragonica
Saja play play to fill my leisure time nia la...
Cuz at home now, beside online , I cant do anything more...
So sien...
I also still got play SDO la...
I still feel like ned to lvl-up myself~
Cuz I too N.O.O.B le... (T__T)

Then If fren find me out ma out lo...
After tat ned to worry bout $$ problem...Zzz
So long break... Wat should I do oh?


Sunday, April 11, 2010

Moody week

This whole week Im being moody almost everyday, every hour...
I also duno why...
Just all happen, and then Im moody...
Very stress bout the final exam...
Very stress bout the house rental...
Very stress bout all matters...

Arh~!
Really wish all this matter can settle as fast as possible...
Haiz...
All unwanted matters happen all also means unlucky too me...
Am I so unlucky?
Is this my FATE?
Miracle NEVER happen...
I just HOPE for normal hapi life...

"GOD~ Pls... dun giv me hope then make me disappointed..."

I already very scare bout this kind of FEELING~!
I scare to hope for something...
I scare to disappointed of something...

"L.I.F.E"
Life should be colourful right?
But my life now is just black n white...
Always hoping if someone can colour up my LIFE...