Broken heart more deeper...

Tonite...

My college Chinese Society had organise an event for the Moon Festival...

I really hoping to go...

Its start at 6 to 11pm...

Then I waited until 8 sumthing...

I thought he will wan to go there...

I had ask him for many times...

He just keep saying he duno...

Then I really ask him many times until 9pm...

At last... wat I gain is just sadness...

He say to me tat if I wan go, call fren fetch la...

But... dun he knw tat Im waiting him...???

I just cant stand anymore...

My tears are rushing out...

I went into my room...

Cry quietly...inside my blanket...

Cuz my roommate was surfing net on her table...

I did not wan to scare her or wat...

I really can feel it... my warm tears...

Then I sms him...say tat y dun he tell earlier if he dun wan to go?

His msg totally hurt me very deep...

Means tat is non-of-my-business if he wan go or not...

And he called me to go myself if I wan to go...

At that moment, I just remember tat... Im not his gf...

I really stupid!!!

How can I 4get...

Now...I really getting more n more hate him...

I hate him so much...

As fren also, he treat me like this...

But y... when he treat me good... I feel like I can giv everything to him...

I hate him when is like tis...

Sometimes wan to treat me good, but then hurt me...

WHY my fate would be like tat?

IS me tat should decide my destiny!!!

Now, I feel like... I wont wan to talk with him anymore...

Talk to him like talking to a witch...

Waiting him like waiting rain to come during drought...