Week 13...

Haiz...

Week 13 liao lo...

1 more week class then final test liao...

Haiz...

Wish that I can study hard and get some better result ba...

I dun wan fail any subject.....T.T

Lately I was so busy...

Busy playing facebook games...=.=lll

Nah~~~This la...

Let me introduce...This is called "Country Story"~~~

Im being "siao" playing...

Planting and planting...

Haha...Quite nice...

As can be seen...Im No.3...hehe...

Im 努力着向前冲~~~^^v

Lately~

Erm...

Christmas passed... money also gone...T.T

But I had a nice Christmas Eve this year...^^

Thx to all my frens that com Penang...

New year coming soon... but I didn wan plan anything la...

Cuz lately de me is bankrap...T.T

Haiz...

Nvm la...I quite busy also after all...

Last nite I just done something very brave...

Hehe...

Quite nice de feeling when done it...

But Im not goin to tell is wat... wakaka...>.<

Just feeling quite wonderful...

@_@

Hope my wonderful feeling keep on continues~~~^^

Christmas AH~~~

Haiz...

Lately so "fan" with Christmas event...

Im planning with some frens to go out on tat day...

Cuz...I dun wan to be alone on Christmas...

Haiz...

Really making me so "fan"...

Tis week GOT practical test summore...

DIE liao lo...T.T

Hope tat after my practical test, all things will com with LUCK~~~^^

I Hope tat can go out on tat day...>.<

GOD, Pls bless me~~~

Genting Highland's Trip~~~ 12-14/12/09

Really tired after tat Pantai Keracut lo...

But at nite still ned to go genting... hehe...

Really have been awhile didn go Genting since last time go with they all...

Bout 2years le ba...

这次去只有盈，伟 和 淇而已~~~

因为要送伟去云顶啊。。。

他去那边做工。。。我们也顺便玩玩下咯。。。

刚开始是蛮累的。。。

因为我们前晚都没好好睡到。。。

在巴士上时，伟很快就睡着了。。。

我跟盈就辛苦了。。。T.T

前面的坐位竟然是很乱的一些小女生。。。

Pi Li Pa La 的~~~

虽然是一个说华语，另一个说英语。。。但是她们的笑声都是一样的！

真的F**k！要睡都不能呀。。。T.T

我大概睡到3小时那样吧。。。

真的很想骂那些女生！但是我们人少啊。。。她们蛮多人的， 还跟家人tim。。。

所以就算了。。。本小姐原谅她们。。。 呵呵。。。

很快的就到咯。。。我们都带着爱睡的脸下车。。。

我是还好啦。。。伟的样子就很Stim。。。好恐怖。。。

我还unlucky的跟他说话，结果。。。T.T他对我好凶。。。

算了。。。就会让他冷静吧。。。

时间还很早，我们没办法check in啊。。。

就乱乱走，也拍拍照。。。>.<

然后就放我们的包包在counter就出去玩咯。。。

Theme park 好多人呀。。。

假期的关系吧。。。看到好多帅哥美女啊。。。

玩很多，也拍很多。。。>.<

那个伟还无端端帮我们取名字。。。小东，小肥，小猪，和 小淇。。。

真的SWT =.=lll 99~~~

玩玩下，时间就过的很快。。。

到晚上咯。。。我们还买半夜场的戏（风云2）臭戏~~~

我们4个在里面都好Stim啊。。。

都不知道我们4个里面有没有人看到那个戏。。。呵呵。。。

我记得我有睡着很多次，然后被声音吓醒。。。=.=Zzz

看完就赶快冲去房间睡觉咯。。。

隔天，伟走了。。。

他去report for 他的工作了。。。

我们三个冲好凉也出去走走。。。看看能不能再看伟最后一面。。。^^

我跟盈去买souvenir跟朋友们。。。

我也买了给伟。。。怕他会寂寞啊。。。

哈哈。。。看我都好。。。

伟有来meet我们聊聊下。。。

然后就要送伟回他那边咯。。。

在说再见的时候，盈哭叻~~~>.< 吓到我呀。。。

哈哈。。。看到伟去弄盈的样子好好笑。。。

最后也拍了几张照片。。。

然后我们就上巴士回家咯。。。

云顶。。。再见了。。。

伟，现在开始有点想念你了哦。。。

怎么办？哈哈。。。看路上走过的啊Pek都会想起你叻。。。>.<

你在那边闷的话，就跟那个猴子说话吧。。。

小心里面有recorder哦！+.+

还有！要常常记得326这号码哦~~~

Pantai Keracut Trip~~~

Many unhappy things happened before the trip...

But Im not goin to talk bout tat unhappy memory...

Just let it passed...^^v

After tat busy week rushing for assignment...I finally can hav some rest...

I had decided 50% wan to go tat trip, and 50% more is force by Chee Wei...hehe...

He do tat becuz he felt sorry to me or watever I think too much gua...

Haiz...

Then, after tat morning class, I rush bak home to keep my things...

Aiyo~~~ Wat a luggage I ned to pack...

1. Pack all dirty clothes

2. Pack some clothes for Genting

3. Pack some clothes for Pantai Keracut

4. Pack my books to bring bak read (but didn manage to read also!>.<)

Phiu~~~All done in 1 hour...

Cuz they say they will reach bout 2 o'clock...but they late...=.=

Late until I play facebook play till sienz...

Then Zhou quite geng de, knw how to com my hostel... hehe...

Then... our journey start! ^^v

Ok...At 1st mostly ppl plan to take boat but then some wan to climb pulak...

So, at last climbing won...

We start to climb lo...

After climbed 1/10 of the mountain, Zhou did not manage to climb anymore due to his uncomfortable...

Then 5 of us, Zhou, Yingz, Ci, Yen and me went to take boat to cross the sea...

While others keep on climbing lo...(let them tired >.<)

On the way to take boat, we still hav mood to take many photos... hehe...

Almost the nite, we scare there r no boat anymore to fetch us

... so we walk quickly...

Yes, thx godness still hav boat!

Tat boat's driver was so... that he drive so fast...then... felt like I at genting ri

ding on excited boat...Really SWT =.=lll...But we saw the sunset...

Wa... so beautiful...At tat time, heart so warm...

But kanasai thing is when tat boat crossing the sea, tat boat hentam tat sea many times and cause my upper hand become "black green" liao... So pain...T.T

Tat black green almost 8 cm long and 2 cm width...( Just measure)

Until today still not yet ok...

Oh~~~ my pretty hand gone...T.T

Continue there! Then we ma reach lo...

Wa...Really got a bit felt disappointed when c the surrounding at there...

Is the the imaginary place in my mind... (same to Yen too)

But nvm la... already reach ah... Try to hav fun ba...

Then we all go to the most corner of the beach to BBQ cuz the officer does not let us to put fire in the forest there...so, this is called "curi-curi"~~~

Haiz... now think tiok also hungry ah...

At there doesnt eat much...Just eat wind very much nia...

After we ate, the time is still very long to go ah...

Duno wan do wat la...

Slep? cant slep pulak...

Then half hilang jor, they go to another corner side of the beach...They say they met come ppl tat came to view meteor...

METEOR! wa...nice liao...

Before we watch meteor, Hao them plan some games to play...

But they keep on scaring Yen nia...=.= Sienz la them...

So childish de... Syok syok shout~~~

Then Chee Wei too... talk nonsense summore...

Then we play some children game until tired...

Zhou is the 1st one slept, continue with Ci's BB...

They Hao and Wei also slept ba...

Left 4 girls hav nothing to do but look at the sky...

Haha... We were chatting but suddenly Ci say she saw the meteor!

Where ?! I didn saw also...

But after tat Yen and Yingz also saw tiok liao...

Left me...T.T

LOL... After that, I also saw tiok liao... many times summore!

Walao! Whole nite meteor?!

We countdown lo, see who saw meteor the most...>.<

Yen is the winner! We watch meteor almost 3am lo...

Then Yingz and Ci slept le ba... left me and Yen talking...

But I also cant tahan liao and fall asleep...

When bout 5 am I woke up, just open my eye, I saw meteor again!

LOL... SIENZ liao... haha...Then ka knw Yen didn slep...=.=

She say she cant slep ah... Duno how many meteor she saw le...

The below pic is example la... almost the same lo like we saw lo...>.<

Yeah~~~Mr.Sun came out liao...at last...T.T

That whole nite was so dark...

After sun came out, we all take pic non-stop lo... haha...

Really many lo... the amount of photos...Thx to the sponsor, Yingz lo...^^

Haiz... after pic activity, goin bak home lo...

Felt so sleepy at tat time...Tat pic also looks like panda...O.O

Lastly is went to Gurney and hav our lunch lo...

THE END~( If really wan talk all, I can write until 500 words^^v)

1 of the pic taken~^^but sorry to RouQi la...Dun hav u n ur bf...

Am I really tat kind of person?

I really duno y...

Just back from school...

From my bad presentation just now...

Really very moody already...

Then...thought tat nvm...

When I think the moment I can hang out with frens, I felt happy...

But Y tis happen...

After I sign in my MSN...

I saw an offline msg...

This is the 1st time I can cry so... becuz of his words...becuz of a fren...

Wat ...? Wat did I do...?

I didn say anything bout tat...

I also had explain tat is a mistakes...

But... y he want to think me like tat...

I didn say that u all didn let me go...

All this happen becuz of I wan to go...

And many problems occurs...

Then... I ma dun go lo...

I really thought that can discuss at nite bout tat matter...

But since like tat...

I dun hav anything to talk about anymore...

Now, I just try to let go tat matter... and continue to rush my assignment...

Busy Week!

Haiz...

This week is full of activities~~~

My schedule is so FULL...

Haha~~~

Actually I should not laugh bout tis...

T.T Cuz I still hav to rush my assignment ah...

By myself~~~SOLO...

This week got group presentation la...

Ned to prepare slide show...

But tat slide I 1 hour can settle d...

Just tat ned to memories some lo...

And I ned to rush my IS assignment...

The due date of this assignment is on 14.12.2009...

But bcuz Im goin out on tat day...

SO, better pass up earlier lo...

This Friday, Siao Ying them planning to com play at wat wat pantai ah...

And they wan to overnite there...

Then, I really wish to join them...

Actually I can join them de...

But suddenly my mom tell me tat my cousin wedding party is on Friday not Saturday...

Haiz... So sad nia...

I cant say dun wan go to tat party, cuz is relatives de big day...

If I didnt go sure kena scold from my dad de...

So...Mayb if CAN... I wan go enjoy with them half day lo...

Better than nothing~~~

Cuz I think mayb tis is the last time, most of our frens will gather together le...

After that, they might go far far away for work, or University...

Hard to meet anymore...T.T

So, Im planning something tat will... broke my own principles de things~~~

Haiz... Still thinking...

SO 烦~~~

Then on 12 nite, Im goin genting with Ying, Wei and Qi~~~

Tis ok ba... Cuz at last I told my father tat I was goin~~~

He didn say anything, Im glad...

So, this matter settle too...

Then comes to 14 tat is Monday, which is the day I will bak from Genting...

Haiz... I skip my classes on Monday~~~

So sad to being a bad student...>.<

I misses many classes...

Scare get warning letter nia...

Dun wan think too much le la...

Makes myself more 烦~~~

After all this matters finish...

Im goin to 烦bout Christmas~~~

Anyone wan to com Penang Join me? >.<

I dun wan to celebrate alone~~~T.T

T.T

Erm...
Raining days...
Moody mood...
Yesterday de evening had went to Giant with him...
He wants to cut his hair ah...
But I knw he still scare to go in by himself...
So, I accompany him go lo...
Then I also cut my infront hair cuz long already...
When his turn of cutting his hair...
I felt very boring...
So, I went out of that shop and walk around...
I walk into a spectacles shop...
Then check my eyes...
OH NO~~~
My eyes becomes worse le...T.T
So no mood...
That is still ok...but when I heard that "if I reach 600, Im goin to blind..."
Really NO MOOD LA...
Cuz now Im 350 le...
I really scare...
I knw that I didn take good care of my eyes...
Im lazy wearing those spec...
But...Now... haiz...
My eyes already small, not beatiful...
Still now like this...
Then I pick a spec and ask for price...
WOO...
RM400...and that spec's lens is for computer users that protect the eyes...
Last time when I do my now de spec, that ppl also offer my father to do this...
But my father dun wan... he say expensive...
So his desicion is get a normal spec for me is enough...
So sad... What a father he is...
So... Now Im thinking wheater I wan to change or Not...
I hav my PTPTN money...
But RM400 is a big amount...
All this kanasai matters appeared in my head now...
What a LIFE I hav...

I HATE MY LIFE!

No mood~~~

Today, I duno wat Im no mood for...

Just keep on ... with the black face...

Im feeling ...very very烦...

Feel like many Things to worry or Think about...

But...

I could not express out...

I wish I can go on top of the mountain to shout out...

Now... one more news make me more upset about...

I knw that I should not upset about it...

But I could Not do so...

Just now, he went out...

He say tat he went to fren house for discussion...

Erm...

Then I saw his fren at facebook, so I chat with him...

I felt weird that he didn go out with HIM...

Then he say that he dun follow HIM becuz no money to go gurney...

OH!

He went to gurney...

with... 3 girls... nia...

Like for the past...if I wan go gurney...

Im begging like a begger...

But why...Why is so easy for him to fetch those classmate girls go out?

I really Knw that I should not think too much of it...

But I think I just express out will be feeling better...

And think bout the positive side...

I glad that I hav no more relation with him...

Cuz he just such a JERK~

I started to feel like our love... is just a "puppy love"...

Mayb he really is this kind of ppl...

And I cant accept this kind of ppl...

Feeling nowhere now...

想太多的我～

刚刚在看ＮＡＮＡ。。。

就看到这里觉得很感动。。。

如果有一个男生这样真心的对我说。。。

我一定会爱死他。。。>.<

但是，我也告诉了自己。。。

别傻了。。。世界上没那么好的事情会发生在我的身上。。。

我只能看。羡慕。知道。幻想。而已～

有时候，我会问我自己。。。

真的能放下他了吗？

是。

我真的放得下了。。。

只是我还需要更多的时间来。。。冲淡自己的感觉。。。

我觉得这次的决定，我做对了。。。

现在的我过得很自由。。。

有时候找找朋友聊聊天就很容易开心了。。。

也看得见现在的他也很开心的。。。

我们都像朋友那样好好的说话。。。

没有压力。。。没有烦恼。。。

但是。。。

也有时候。。。我好想去爱一个人。。。

因为，水煮了就是热的。。。

要让水冷回需要时间。。。

而我。。。就觉得热的时候可以拿来喝还是干嘛的。。。

但是！！！

喜欢一个人很容易吗？

其他的女生应该很容易喜欢上人。。。

但是我。。。我也搞不懂自己。。。

就觉得。。。我很难要真正的去爱上一个人咯。。。

所以。。。到现在。。。

也只有过初恋。。。

还不错吧。。。

算是正常。。。

有时候，闷的时会在想。。。

下一个男朋友会是怎样的呢？

哈哈。。。我傻了～

惨惨~~~

Haiz。。。

好无聊啊。。。

今天~~~

我一个人在Hostel。。。

因为今天是星期五啊。。。

全部人都回家了。。。

现在。。。真的好闷啊。。。

都不知道要干嘛好。。。

看到家里空空的。。。有点怕。。。=.=

也觉得好寂寞~~~

老师的错。。。干嘛要选明天考哪个很小很小的试！

害到我啊~~~要到晚上的时间还很长。。。T.T

我要怎么过啊~~~

惨～～～

Ｈａｉｚ～～～

今晚可怜的我。。。在吃两杯杯面～～～跟看蜡笔小新～～～

没得出去吃啊～～～

因为又是他的那一句　“我不饿”。。。

又不早说。。。

害到我都饿一个小时了。。。

吃面的时候想起了志伟刚才跟我说他们去吃Ｔｏｍｙａｍ。。。

好想也一起去啊。。。T.T

想对STPM的朋友说~~~

加油哦~~~

不要给自己太多的压力哦~~~

尽力就好~~~

相信自己能的！

因为你们要永远做我的大学生朋友哦！

我会为你们祈祷的。。。

男孩子都不知道的

其实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。
实很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，
在别人面前她都是淑女。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，
让她即使生气也不会超过2天。
而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。
于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。
于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。
因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；
而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。
你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。
你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。
她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，
因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?
请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，
你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。
如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。


在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。
可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；
爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。
不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。
不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。
要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。
越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——
无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。
请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。
她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。
也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，
只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。
那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。
也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。
她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。

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2012

This movie is DAMN GREAT!

Just now watch 8.45 de movie at Gurney's cinema...

This movie was FULL of ppl from yesterday...

Most of my classmate also go watch it today...

Wa... I really likes this movie...

So many climates scene happened...

Walao...

Is a nice movie ... but... I dun wish to happen in our real life...

All building fall down, the floor split into 2 or many cracks happened...

The worst is Tsunami...

Is a giant Tsunami (mean XXXL in size) that close all the surfaces of our earth...

Oh my god...

Many ppl died...

Very horrible...

If for me in that situation...I think I wont be able to survive...

Then... got touching parts that when they knws they goin to die, they remember theirs family member...But all this is already TOO late...

Haiz...

I saw this movie, I remember the info that I read b4...

I search the info of 2012 b4 in google...

Then all the info about Maya ppl, the teory part how its happen...

All same in the movie le!

Haiz...

Is this really our fate?

21.12.2012

So, now...pls APPRECIATE wat we got... and the ppl besides us...

Stress Nite...

2nite, I felt so stress that many things ned to be done by tis week...

Just finish proposal, still hav other assignment waiting...

Then, 2moro hav practical test summore...

Now really in a down mood...

Cuz just being 气 by ppl...

He just sitting there playing facebook so relax...

Then, I just ask him, no ned read book ma?

Cuz just now on car, he just bla bla bla many that he tis week wat ah, wat ah...

Then he say when reach hostel study ah...

F**K OFF la...

He just ans me in a bad manner way say tat he play also non-of-my-business and No-Need-To-Ask-Permission-From-Me!

Wat the Hell?!

Just Pissing me off la!

Now already so stress! He ...

Dun wan say liao la...

AHHHH!!!!!

Yvonne's House...

Now Im at Yi Nong House...

With some siao kia n siao po...

Becuz of sudden fun, I follow them come...

Haiz...

Didnt slep tiok...

2moro panda eye, pimples and pale face... all will come out...

But I manage to finish my proposal at here...

Ya, I still at here...

Feeling extremely tired now...

Now they still so energetic...

Talk non-stop... ALIENs...

But pity Yi Nong nia...she sleep beside...

Syok syok eye open n close bcuz of noise...

Made by Lee Siao Ying & Cheah Chee Wei...

Now duno wan do wat le...

Just waiting to be home...

And sleep inside my blanket...

So miss nia...

Now I sure that BAKA CW Don will write sumting nonsense bout me...

Duno Ying will write or not....

They just keep laughing bhind me...

NON-STOP!!!!!

Haiz...

最近

最近都过得好无聊哦。。。

闷闷的。。。

静静的 。。。

但是下个星期就要开始 忙了。。。

因为，Assignment, Presentation, Test, Quiz 都要来了。。。

想到都好烦哦。。。

现在又没心要开始做Assignment啦。。。

因为last Minute 都会有比较多Idea。。。

哈哈。。。

我的朋友们又要考试了。。。

不能找他们。。。

但是，加油吧~~~>.<

我们一起加油。。。

不然，我们的人生会好无聊哦。。。

有些话~

当时的我们什么都没有，但过的很辛福。

曾经的我们什么都有了，但失去了单纯的辛福。

现在的我们要找回过去的辛福吗？

呵呵~

这句话是从电视的戏听回来的。。。

觉得蛮有意思的。。。

但是我自己也有一句。

曾经拥有的时却不去珍惜。

失去了之后就没办法挽回。

哇哈哈。。。觉得自己的华语越来越好哦~(>.<)

Weekend~

Another week had ended...

Haiz...

Next week onward will hav more and more assignments to handle...

So sienz...

All group assignment lai...

Mahuan...

This time wont be easy like the 1st sem le...

AH~~~

Felt so lazy le...

But nvm la...^^

Cuz later my new house will be full of ppl...

Like "ppl mountain ppl sea"...>.<

Hehe... House party~

Later also can see many many frens gathering together...

Felt so happy when think bout it...

Cuz I like to be with many many frens together to hav fun...

Without him, I still hav frens...

>.<

Erm... Later wan bak Kulim liao...

Wish that tonite will be the greatest nite of this month la...

我爱的人

他做了他 觉得对 的选择

我只好 祝福他 真的对了

爱不到我 最想要 爱的人

谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人 不是我的爱人

他心里每一寸 都属于另一个人

他真幸福 幸福得真残忍

让我又爱又恨 他的爱 怎么那么深

我爱的人 他已有了爱人

从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能

嗨。。。

刚刚听了这首歌。。。就想起了他。。。

难受吗？值得吗？

难受。但是不值得了。

刚刚他不在，就用他的电脑上网。。。

但是，自己还是对他的事有好奇的心。。。

就看看了他的Msn record。。。

真笨。。。看了真无言。。。

想不到他真的那样了。。。很多人都没发觉到他变了。。。

全部朋友说是我想太多。。。他好像。。。 很“作作” 了。。。说骗话就算了。

但是，看到他跟朋友聊msn的话。。。

我真的很想骂他够够的。。。

因为他跟他朋友说他生日时蛋糕都没有。。。

什么吗？！是在怪我吗？ 那天，我真的真的很想跟他庆祝的！

是他一直对着我脸黑黑，不想理我，说什么不用庆祝的。。。

我想那时他应该很失望他的班上朋友没帮他庆祝吧。。。

在他眼里。。。都是朋友。。。

更好笑的是，他还跟他的朋友说什么他只有TARC的朋友，在别位，他就一个人了！

我很讨厌这样的人啊。。。

这么他那样了。。。

我真的很失望。。。

我越来越没办法在面对他了。。。

我已经决定要搬家了。。。

但是我还没跟他说。。。

他也不在乎吧。。。

少了我，他的日子更好过。。。

我现在才真的把我们的事，当作是“过去”。。。

My new HOME~

Haiz...

Becuz of my parents "syiok"...

Im being force to move to Bukit Mertajam...

Tat pic is my room...

Haiz...

Become small = divided by 2

So sad nia...

Here no fren no ppl de...

So sienz also...

AND cant online also...

Dear, frens...

I had move to BM o...

SO, dun GONG GONG go my "new" Kulim house find me o...

But I still got go bak to my grandfather house...sumtimes...

My speaker~

At last I set it up in a fix place...>.<

Now listen to song more syok liao...

And these are the MAGIC CUBE I discovered at Jusco...

SO many types...

But I couldn't finish a type also...

T.T

说骗话很好玩吗？

我现在心情超差的！

真的很讨厌他！

为什么每次都这样？？？？？

真不明白！

刚刚还好好的在车上想起以前开心的回忆。。。

是跟爸爸的车回来槟城。。。

因为他说 “这个星期我没回了，因为要去朋友家讨论功课。”

其实如果他没回，我没回也没关系的。。。

以为回去也是几天而已。。。

不想麻烦妈妈来载我啦。。。

但是他一直赶我回去。。。说什么他不会回来Hostel的。。。

所以我会一个人。。。

我就真的相信了他的话。。。

但是刚刚看到了他的朋友post的照片在Facebook之后。。。

我真的。。。

不是说我在意什么。。。

是因为我觉得，“你有必要骗我吗？”

我很讨厌被骗的感觉！！！

已经被骗了2年！

还不够吗？

为什么这个小小的事罢了也要骗？

我真的受够了！！！

陈志勤！ 我已经不是你的女朋友了！！！

你不可以正常的对待我吗？！

Haiz...

Just argue with him nia...

Bcuz Im kepo...

Really felt regret for giving him advises...

I just felt like dun wan him to fight with others or others to not bo syiok him nia ma...

But... looks like he did not like to hear my advises...

And talk loudly to me...

Im ok ah...

I wont sad bcuz he like tat...

Just felt like he making my mood worst nia...

Why he wan to be like tat...

Cant him try to settle any matter silently or nicely?

He just making himself hate by ppl if he continue like tat...

Nvm la...

I think is non-of-my-business already...

So sad la...

Roommates move out ah...

Now...

They were moving out...

Im alone again...

They just move to the next next next house...

LOL...

Eventhought we didnt so good yet...

But still sad ah...

Cuz Im alone again...

I really hate to be alone...

No mood now...

Copy from Kong Leong~Meaningful~

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。
14. Be yourself, don't pretend to be other people so a man/woman will love you. Cause if he/she love who you are, and that what they want you to be.


REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。
True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?
Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!
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Being happy is the priority of living,If u wanna be sad,Be sad 4 something that's worth it.
珍惜你所擁有的，慶幸所曾發生的。
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Today...

Whole day didnt talk to him...

I just felt like dun wan to c his face n dun wan to talk to him...

He also didn talk to me...

So, today I knw the feeling already...

The feeling of LIFE without him...

Today after class, I went to "One Stop" with my classmate...

They goin there to survey bout hardware...

Then, they fetch me back to my hostel...

Reach hostel... felt really boring...

Play facebook awhile only...then I went to bed n slep...

After I wake up, I went out of room to bathroom, I saw him...

He saw me too... and looked at me for a few seconds...

But I just escaped from his eyes...

Then for my dinner, I ate "Gardenia" bread with Tuna...

I also saw him go out after chatting with his fren to decide where to eat...

But I knw ... he wont ask me...

Now, when I go toilet, I saw his laptop disappear...

Mean tat he bring to his fren house to online...

Fren... is his treasure...

I dun wan to be sad...

So, I online find many many website tat sell clothes...

Then I decide to buy sum out-goin shirt or dresses...

Hope I can keep more $$$ to use... haha

For girls, I think shopping really can forget all sad things...

But must hav $$$ lo...

If dun hav... more sad...

Really hope tat one day I can suddenly found sum $ in college or by roadside... >.<

Broken heart more deeper...

Tonite...

My college Chinese Society had organise an event for the Moon Festival...

I really hoping to go...

Its start at 6 to 11pm...

Then I waited until 8 sumthing...

I thought he will wan to go there...

I had ask him for many times...

He just keep saying he duno...

Then I really ask him many times until 9pm...

At last... wat I gain is just sadness...

He say to me tat if I wan go, call fren fetch la...

But... dun he knw tat Im waiting him...???

I just cant stand anymore...

My tears are rushing out...

I went into my room...

Cry quietly...inside my blanket...

Cuz my roommate was surfing net on her table...

I did not wan to scare her or wat...

I really can feel it... my warm tears...

Then I sms him...say tat y dun he tell earlier if he dun wan to go?

His msg totally hurt me very deep...

Means tat is non-of-my-business if he wan go or not...

And he called me to go myself if I wan to go...

At that moment, I just remember tat... Im not his gf...

I really stupid!!!

How can I 4get...

Now...I really getting more n more hate him...

I hate him so much...

As fren also, he treat me like this...

But y... when he treat me good... I feel like I can giv everything to him...

I hate him when is like tis...

Sometimes wan to treat me good, but then hurt me...

WHY my fate would be like tat?

IS me tat should decide my destiny!!!

Now, I feel like... I wont wan to talk with him anymore...

Talk to him like talking to a witch...

Waiting him like waiting rain to come during drought...

Result~~~

Haiz...

Result came out le...

I fail my MATH!!!

So sad la...

Ned to pay college RM80 to resit that paper...

Ned to study tat subject again...

But is ok la...

Cuz my classmate fail 5 subject ah...

Ke lian nia...

Ned to work more harder lo...

Hope everything goes well la...

2moro is a new day~

W.H.Y ?.?.?

Just came back from dinner...

Erm...

He bring me out to eat...

Felt comfortable when he treat me good...

Looks like he wan to pay drink n food tat I order...

But I managed to pay 1st...

I felt paiseh if wan him to pay for me...

I duno why...

I felt happy to talk with him in a happy way...

Mayb his mood is good...

If last time n everyday he also can communicate like this...

Tats will be good...

But I also scare if I will fall in love more deep with him...

He now sometimes treat me good can really make me feel like falling in love in him again...

But happiness always appeared to be in a short time...

When one day tat is happy...the next day is sad...

Then, the feeling of happiness gone...

Y sumtimes he can treat me very good...

But sumtimes can hurt me very deep too...

Is this really called LOVE?

Or in this world there is NO true love...

This morning, wake up straight go vomit le... >.<

Cuz really cant tahan anymore ah...

From yesterday nite cant sleep well...

Mayb is becuz yesterday nite didn eat dinner...then after some hours eat too much...

I hate this kind of feeling...

Vomit is suffering...

Then after I vomit, I saw him...

Erm...

I really hope to be care by him lo...

Hope he will care bout me...

So, I tell him lo...

But...looks like is no longer his responsibility to care bout me anymore...

So...I felt a bit disappointed when I think bout this...

Then, just now I saw in the Facebook, his classmate post some pictures...

Pictures of them enjoying at REDBOX...

On the date tat I didn hav my dinner...

Becuz he go out until midnite back...

He dun wan tell me where he go when I ask him...

I just dun understand...

Im no longer his gf ma...Y he wan to be so secret for???

He likes to act secretly...

Like scare IF I knw something...

Pls la... I just wan to be normal fren...

Y wan to act like...he is betraying me???

He just giv me an uncomfortable feeling only...

So moodless when everytime like this...

Luckily, today Hui Ci came Penang find me...

After my class, she came n bring me out...

Im glad I still hav fren like her...

We went to gurney kia kia n watch movie...

Eventhought she had watch it but she watch the 2nd time with me...

Cuz I really wan to watch movie...

I already very long didnt go out watch movie...when he start to had cool war with me...

Hate it...

Today saw many many couples watching movie...

Miss tat kind of feeling...

But I keep telling myself tat is IMPOSSIBLE anymore...

Just WAKE UP LA!!!

He more like to go out with his one year known fren also will not wan to go out with me!!!

Three years...

Really had been so long...

Y he can let go of me so easily...

But I cant...

Single Life...

My college new sem had started...

The 1st week will be a "honeymoon" week cuz not all lecture will be teaching...

Then, tis sem de timetable is sooooooooooooo not same time with him...

Cant tumpang also his car...

But...I think he also dun wan to fetch me ba...

This two days, I go school also by fren car...

I cant call him...

Actually thought tat today can ask him fetch me de... but I didn knw tat he will be going out so early...

Raining summore... Cant walk too...

I alway ask myself tat if he ever think bout me...

But I should knw ah...

Cuz his movement and his speech show all...

He really didn care bout me anymore...

If he wan go out just go out...

Not like the past time...he will tell me...

He looks so... "FREEDOM"

Im still not so good in handling this kind of situation...

Just now he wan to went out, so I ask him for several times...

I think actually he didnt wan to tell me...

But...I really so...annoying...

Just break...wat did I hope for...

Is better than before...

Now we can talk like fren... Real fren communication...

But many thing still "hurt"...

How I can really take out him from my heart and throw away.....?