Skip class again...

Yesterday nite cry until 5 am...

Therefore this morning class cant wake up on time...

He also didn call me to wake up or ask if I wan to go to class...

Just... so disappointed on him...

Now... my eyes are very pain...

Red red de...

Because of him, I cant sleep well...

Because of him, I might get Warning Letter form college...

Because of him, I not in good mood...

Later I will be goin bak with my mother...

Because he will stay here to do his assignment...

Not stay, is go to his fren house overnite...

Then,just now I call my mother, thought tat wan call her com earlier fetch me...

But... I wan to see him for the last time b4 I go back...

Actually, I had already... forgiv him...

But... I still cant talk to him ...becuz... I duno wat I wan to say anymore...

Im speechless le...to him...

So, I did not call my mother to early come...

Now... Im hungry...Later just eat mee cup ba...

I should not depend on him so much...

Becuz at last...what I get is just Sad Feeling...

I think I should really leave him alone for a while...

He say to me in sms yesterday nite tat "Can u leave me alone"...This words really cut my heart into two pieces...

Just like last year...same month same time...

He just like now... Treat me in a cool way...

Then after we break for a few month... He is ok bak...

Therefore... I will let him to cool down himself...for some time...

See until when I can stand lo...

But NOT Breaking with him...

Just...Let him get freedom...

I will start to not care bout his matter anymore...

If I can...I will work hard for tat...